[Chorus] Tired of the ambush
Forewarnings are foregone
You meant well but your naivety excels
At being genuinely the worst I've known
Tired of the ambush
It's time that I left
I've let you go and not let you know
How poorly you've expressed regret
And the change needs to stain
So you can pay attention to real pain
This won't work out
How long have you known?
How much am I worth?
How far have we grown?
Is it nice living easy?
So comfortably insincere
We exist for you to dismiss
Unless you happen to be near
And the change needs to say
I'm done with your naive ways
Tired of the ambush
Forewarnings are foregone
You meant well but your naivet
Because I need you like I need this space. I'm sorry you're such a disgrace.
I made sure I locked the door behind me and threw away the key so I wouldn't remember where it went.
Our time was spent over picking up pieces of the puzzle, but it still doesn't fit
You made sure I was safe inside
While I was the coward, hiding behind
Others to make myself feel stronger
When you were the strong one all along, and
[Chorus]
Don't take off and forget, because I will never let you go
But right now I need nothing more than to hold
Your face in my hands and your plead for remembrance
I turned around to glance back at you and at what we have done.
We'v
[Chorus]
We are all staples of the sins that we hate
Share a bite of a poisoned apple fate
Just a slip of the lips meant a whole other thing
That I meant to say to some other fling
She says it's important, I'm sure
Ten seconds, next, right out of the door
Well did you know that you fuel my greed?
Five minutes ago, and you were so sure
Of yourself, now regret is what you're looking for
Well I say I'm sorry to loosen the chains
That you gripped in your hands like reigns
[Chorus]
We are all staples of the sins that we hate
Share a bite of a poisoned apple fate
Just a slip of the lips meant a whole other thing
That I meant to say to some other
Tired eyes followed me tonight
Then they turned back to her
They just say it was all a mistake
Tell me something I haven't heard
This yawn brings out more tears and sighs
A couple more, then I'll realize
[Chorus]
You try hard to push on
You try hard to make it gone
Out of the mind, out of the life
I laid down for you
Night after night
You try hard to push through
I tried hard to not be with you
Away from the sight, away from the fright
I watched from the outside
Night after night
Trusting faith tumbled into tonight
Then they couldn't make up their minds
I'll take back all those mistakes
You promised me that this was the last time
One more
There you go again
I wonder how to get inside your head
And understand the dread
Involved in relationship maintenance
These feelings are wasted
Here we go again
Doubts with benefits over amends
Not a thought in your head
Revolves around your every way
The dawn is defined by your day
[Chorus]
And you smile and say you'll never do it again
And you apologize like you understand
And you apologized and made amends
But was it with yourself, or with the people you offend?
Trigger words
Oh how they hurt
When you always do
Your way, we're way past through
Where wayward wading fades into
Something that you cannot help
But you'll have to help yourse
Honestly, I hold my tongue
In the absolute fear of
Falling into a heart dungeon
Simple needs complications
Feelings are fools for fallen ones
Taken by misaligned moments
I fear this moment will fade with ease because that's all I've ever known
Possibilities hold me back while others move on, hearts intact
[Chorus] I have no qualms with my current self,
But I desire a serious change of pace.
I've learned and lived and loved a lot
But now I'll wear a different face.
To face the facts with hearts intact
Absolute desolation backed
By continuously broken pacts
I just grieve in fear alone
Lonely souls line this road
I'll look ahead, I suppose
I
[Chorus] Tired of the ambush
Forewarnings are foregone
You meant well but your naivety excels
At being genuinely the worst I've known
Tired of the ambush
It's time that I left
I've let you go and not let you know
How poorly you've expressed regret
And the change needs to stain
So you can pay attention to real pain
This won't work out
How long have you known?
How much am I worth?
How far have we grown?
Is it nice living easy?
So comfortably insincere
We exist for you to dismiss
Unless you happen to be near
And the change needs to say
I'm done with your naive ways
Tired of the ambush
Forewarnings are foregone
You meant well but your naivet
Because I need you like I need this space. I'm sorry you're such a disgrace.
I made sure I locked the door behind me and threw away the key so I wouldn't remember where it went.
Our time was spent over picking up pieces of the puzzle, but it still doesn't fit
You made sure I was safe inside
While I was the coward, hiding behind
Others to make myself feel stronger
When you were the strong one all along, and
[Chorus]
Don't take off and forget, because I will never let you go
But right now I need nothing more than to hold
Your face in my hands and your plead for remembrance
I turned around to glance back at you and at what we have done.
We'v
[Chorus]
We are all staples of the sins that we hate
Share a bite of a poisoned apple fate
Just a slip of the lips meant a whole other thing
That I meant to say to some other fling
She says it's important, I'm sure
Ten seconds, next, right out of the door
Well did you know that you fuel my greed?
Five minutes ago, and you were so sure
Of yourself, now regret is what you're looking for
Well I say I'm sorry to loosen the chains
That you gripped in your hands like reigns
[Chorus]
We are all staples of the sins that we hate
Share a bite of a poisoned apple fate
Just a slip of the lips meant a whole other thing
That I meant to say to some other
Tired eyes followed me tonight
Then they turned back to her
They just say it was all a mistake
Tell me something I haven't heard
This yawn brings out more tears and sighs
A couple more, then I'll realize
[Chorus]
You try hard to push on
You try hard to make it gone
Out of the mind, out of the life
I laid down for you
Night after night
You try hard to push through
I tried hard to not be with you
Away from the sight, away from the fright
I watched from the outside
Night after night
Trusting faith tumbled into tonight
Then they couldn't make up their minds
I'll take back all those mistakes
You promised me that this was the last time
One more
There you go again
I wonder how to get inside your head
And understand the dread
Involved in relationship maintenance
These feelings are wasted
Here we go again
Doubts with benefits over amends
Not a thought in your head
Revolves around your every way
The dawn is defined by your day
[Chorus]
And you smile and say you'll never do it again
And you apologize like you understand
And you apologized and made amends
But was it with yourself, or with the people you offend?
Trigger words
Oh how they hurt
When you always do
Your way, we're way past through
Where wayward wading fades into
Something that you cannot help
But you'll have to help yourse
Honestly, I hold my tongue
In the absolute fear of
Falling into a heart dungeon
Simple needs complications
Feelings are fools for fallen ones
Taken by misaligned moments
I fear this moment will fade with ease because that's all I've ever known
Possibilities hold me back while others move on, hearts intact
[Chorus] I have no qualms with my current self,
But I desire a serious change of pace.
I've learned and lived and loved a lot
But now I'll wear a different face.
To face the facts with hearts intact
Absolute desolation backed
By continuously broken pacts
I just grieve in fear alone
Lonely souls line this road
I'll look ahead, I suppose
I
Just realized that from 2008-2012, I switched posting my songs from on here to on Facebook. So everything is everywhereeeee.
I'm going to try and post the missing songs onto here so this account can be the database/collection/archive of all of my songs.
K, that is all. xD
-DS
Hai friends. In this summer, I've discovered a newfound love for cosplaying! So I'm going to start uploading my cosplay work on this account so that peeps can find me on the interwebz. :3
So far, I've made cosplays for Vanellope Von Schweetz (at Anime NEXT) and Tigress (at Otakon).
I'll upload more pics soon!
Enjoy :D
Seriously. Every time I come back here to check my notifications, it's all about my Weapons drawings that I did in middle school.
I'm seriously flattered, but c'mon guys. That was about 7 years ago. Stop making me feel old. x.x
Anyways, I find it harder to pop out song lyrics these days. Totally ironic, considering how much crap/drama/problems I go through these days. Technically, I need songs more than ever.
But it's harder to articulate this overflow of troubles.
Nonetheless, expect a nice song or two every now and then.
-DS